안개비

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                         

 

 비 속을 걸었다.

                                                            안개 속을 걸었다.

 

                                                            안개비..

                                                            그 애 생각이 났다.

 

                                                            내 마음은

                                                            울음 속을 거닐고 있었다.

 

                                                            냉정해야만 할 내가..

                                                            미워해야만 할 사람이

                                                            미워지지 않아서

 

                                                            도저히 미워하기엔

                                                            너무도 애처럽고 여린 사람

                                                            그 애 때문에..

 

                                                            난 침묵할 수밖에 없었다.

 

                                                            나를 찾아 오지 말라는

                                                            그 한마디를

                                                            끝내..차마 할 수 없어서

 

                                                             나는 그렇게

                                                             빗 속을 걸었고

                                                             안개 속을 걸었고

                                                             울음 속을 걸었다. 

                                                           

 

 

 

 

 

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